Is that Me?

So, not yet at the moment that Patrick mentioned in his email to us yesterday...asking is that me?

But..highly desirous of being there, and I might add, had a different sort of ( and perhaps not equally as fulfilling ) Is that me? moment.

So, days 11 and 12 were hard. The combination of heat, and general- I am not really in shape stuff made some of the exercises really hard. My legs were a bit like jelly during the jumping rope and the push ups are really tough. At the start of yesterday's session, after a "long" I mean "full" day with all five kids, I was like..there is no way I can do this. I'm tired, the girls are a bit fussy and ..well, I don't remember now, but trust me, the list was long, and it was full of good "excuses" I mean reasons why this could legitimately be the first non compliant "PCP day"

and alas, before I knew it, I started jumping. Distracted once I started by nothing, looking at the faces of our girls, looking at the tall tree..I kept jumping. Taking yesterday in increments of 100 I jumped and jumped. 700 jumps later, I was on to the squats..the rest as they is history.

The only thing I did not do, was eat my afternoon fruit!!

So, at the end of these days I can say to myself...Is that me?

The answer is as follows...

-Is that me, who wants to be as fit as I can possibly be?

-Is that me, who wants to quit or not try when things are tough?

-Is that me, who will really push through during these 90 days as hard as I can?

-Is that me, climbing up half dome?

-Is that me, at the end of the 90 days, and each one individually that can say they really did their best?

-Is that me, who reached out and asked for ( and gave help ) to their fellow PCP'ers?

and finally, as it comes to me now..at the end of these 90 days when I am relaxing here...and finally look in the mirror...Is that me :) at a spectacular and fabulous spa?